do i believe in magic? oh.. i dunno. what i do believe in is my almighty God. i believe in His comfort, His grace, His mercy, His forgiveness.. i believe in His unwavering love. 

i think i am most grateful for His unwavering love, because in His love these other characteristics fall right in line. i am grateful He has never once given up on me. He has seen me at my worst more than anyone else ever will. He has heard my thoughts i’ve never said out loud. He knows me better than anyone, because He created me in His image. 

now i’ve known almost all my life that God loves me. and i’ve loved Him back. however, i have not always been faithful to God, yet He’s ALWAYS been faithful to me. the thing is, i never really felt the magnitude of His UNWAVERING love, until i experienced it first hand…

the very moment our eyes met & i saw her beautiful perfect face. she was everything i could have ever dreamt of, & more. she was mine. she is my greatest love. and before her i had loved. but not until her did i love with a love that will not alter, will not waver. 

she is amazing. she is silly. she is hilarious. she is sweet & kind. she is smart. she is beautiful. she is adorable. she is spunky. she is chatty. she is my twin. she is the very best thing to ever happen to me. 

i have been feeling so down lately about a magnitude of things, but today when i got to see her face & hear her voice.. everything i had been stressing, crying, & being concerned about.. all vanished. all my tears have been replaced with a smile that will stay for so long.

that fleeting moment where all the bad turned to good. there is nothing & i mean nothing else like it. the feeling i receive when i get to see her changes everything about my world all over again. i feel hope, i feel comfort, i feel loved.. all in the hands of an almost 6 year old & she doesn’t even know it. she knows how much i love her, but she can’t possibly imagine yet the love i feel from her. she is amazing.

i use to believe that maybe bad things were just meant for my life & that things would never get better. but than i saw her face & realized that was the furthest thing from the truth. it’s kind of like labor. i went through pain & discomfort, but out of it i received a bigger blessing than my heart could have ever desired because before her i didn’t know the capacity of love my heart could feel.

without a doubt, she is & always will be.. my greatest love.. ♥

sometimes i say i don’t believe in love
sometimes i say love is just for fools looking for fake happiness
sometimes i say love isn’t real
sometimes i say love is just a tradgedy within itself
i say a lot of untrue things
i believe in love
i believe in happy endings
i believe in marriage & a fulfilling life
i believe in getting lost in a moment so pure
i believe in letting another guard your heart
i believe in a smile that won’t fade
i believe in butterflies at the pit of your stomach
i believe in the anticipation of waiting to see that face
i believe in that loneliness when they’re not around
i believe in that joy that only in them can be found
i believe in everlasting head over heels love…
but when it’s missing & i don’t know when it’s coming, it’s easier somedays just to say i don’t believe. to give up. to leave it alone.
but i believe in love.

♥

so if you follow my blog closely, you know last week i wrote about “the {six} steps of a man” from the sermon pastor preached. well, this week he preached six more steps, but for us women. and might i just add before i tell you about these six step, every woman, including myself, in our congregation was hollllllllerin! he really went in on us sunday! i told him i needed some oil after that sermon haha! it was everything from my mouth wide open, my eyes lookin crazy, to just yellin out! lol. it was a great service! 

so if you’re a woman & think you can handle it, keep on reading. oh, & if you’re a man who thinks this is just going to make you laugh, there is a little tid bit in here for you & also don’t forget to read the steps for men! you’re not getting away that easily ;)

step 1. SLOW UP. Isaiah 40:31

you don’t have to make everything an emergency. you (us women) watch these “real” housewives of *insert city* & all it is is drama, drama, drama & don’t no real man want that! slow up. relax. it’s okay to wear your heart on your sleeve, but don’t get your heart broken every time something happens. sometimes the only time to get a blessing is to wait so you can grow strong. slow up. (now THIS is a good part).. just because he winked at you doesn’t mean fall in love. “i bought you a fry, i don’t want no relationship!”. slowww uppp. you can push a man out of your space because you go too fast. slow up. (THIS is good too & common if you ask me).. just because your friend is getting married in october doesn’t mean rush your man to get married in september! you need to examine your man in “four seasons”. you need to see him in all different circumstances to see how he really is. slow up. 

step 2. SHUT UP. Proverbs 6:2 & Proverbs 25:24

((now i just have to say that when i was taking my notes when he said shut up i literally drew this.. -___- next to the words haha.. he was comin for us i tell you!))

you don’t have to tell your friends everything about your man, even the good. don’t brag how good he is in bed then wonder why she’s in your bed with your man. shut up! you have to learn when suggestions & advice turn into nagging. just shut up. you can say the right thing but at the wrong time. learn to shut up. “if a man sees another man look at his woman he feels good because he sees what i saw & what i got”. but a woman gets jealous. chill out. don’t be asking “did you see her?!” if a man wants you, he wants you! so don’t trip, shut up, YOU got him. woman are so sensitive & emotional. so whyyy are they so hard on OTHER women?! talking about their weave, you didn’t buy it so shut up! if you mad because this woman got up at 5am to go to the Y & you stayed up til 4am eating twinkies, shut up! don’t be jealous. sometimes a woman just needs encouragement & to be built up by another woman. women in the church can’t be turnin up their nose to a new woman in the church & turn them away. be inviting. shut up. gossip. the scripture says tell the goodness of the Lord. put a lid on it. you don’t have to tell everyone’s flaws. shut up.

step 3. FIX UP. 1 Timothy 2:9-10

if the back of your hair looks like hell’s kitchen you don’t need to be memorizing Proverbs 31, you NEED to be in the salon. natural ain’t meant for everybody. some look like a style, others just look nappy. fix up. dress for your size. if you’re a 24 don’t buy a 14. women of all sizes can look good, just gotta look good doin it. if a man doesn’t like your size, keep it movin. and don’t be lookin like you just came from hollywood but have this nasty attitude! (AMEN!) there is nothing worse than a pretty face with a nasty attitude, a stacked woman but empty in the brain. you’ve been hurt inside so your out looks good, but your inside is messed up. fix up! put some makeup on it if you need it, but focus on the heart overall. when you fix up spray up. you gotta smell good too. (lol). sometimes men are lazy. he might talk to you but won’t take you home to momma. he’ll take you to the late late showing at the movies or drink 4 beers to be interested in you, but he’s not proud of you. fix up.

step 4. COVER UP. (a little more geared toward single ladies)

fix up, but also cover up. if a deer is just out there in the open, the man will take it just because it’s there, but that doesn’t mean he wants it. men like what they like, you can be wearing a burlap sack, they like what they like. you don’t have to show it all. just because you’ve got it doesn’t mean you have to flaunt it. cover up. men like to be surprised, like gifts on Christmas. so fix up, but also cover up. the scripture says don’t tempt the man. woman are put together so perfectly so men will like you. when adam saw eve he was like whoa! if they want you they want you, if not peace out. not just your clothes, also in the bedroom. if you take it too far with someone & then you see them in your church, it’s hard to take a step back from that. some things are good but only in their place. a fire in the stove or fireplace is good, but not in the middle of your livingroom. just like sex. it’s about your physically physical (STDs), emotional (attachment), & spiritual (God’s Word) health. if a man really wants you, he WILL wait.

step 5. SHOW UP. 1 Corinthians 7:4-5 (geared toward the married woman)

the reason why God asked you to wait is because there’s a place for it. Folk get married then don’t show up. you can’t have a headache every night. just because your husband said no to new furniture doesn’t mean you can say no in the bedroom. you are a unit! as one. folk don’t get married to be celibate. some people have marital prostitution. if you don’t get the ring, car, purse, shoes, etc you want, you hold out. don’t do that. show up. satan temps us when we don’t have that unit. married folk come together. when you don’t you get tempted. you were so cold to your spouse then the right person at work is nice & they get tempted. you can’t always go to bed in flannels, sometimes you need that victoria’s secret. 

(i told you there was something for you in here..) MEN: you do need to be nice & romantic, not cruel & stank. shower before you get in the bed, take her out. treat her right if you want her to SHOW UP.

step 6. LOOK UP. Psalm 121:1-4

God will help you be the woman you need to be, just look up. you don’t have to put all these steps together yourself, look up. it won’t happen overnight, a lot of women have things in the past that hold them back from what they can be, look up. God will help you. some need to slow up, shut up, fix up, cover up, show up, but ALL women need to LOOK UP :)

if you’d like to hear one of these amazing sermons join us at Deliverance Temple Sundays at 11am! also, follow me on twitter @ittiebittie1121 & my pastor @revandrem :]

xoxo ♥

she sits & stares
she hears the thunder rolling in
she just lays there, doesn’t move
she’s not scared of the storm
it’s been there in her heart for a while
she thinks what’s worse
the lightening outside or the pain that’s within
she’s been searching for answers
she’s looked around everywhere
she can’t find whatever it is that’s missing
she feels a rain drop hit her leg
she still doesn’t move
she can’t seem to budge
the downpour that’s coming
is nothing compared to what she’s been going through
she had hope but lost it
she wonders will she ever get it back
she’s angry, she’s sad
just a woman searching but for what
she’s not even sure she knows anymore
she needs a little push
she needs someone to help her up, but no one comes…

this morning at church my pastor’s sermon was about “the six steps of a man”. whenever he preaches i take notes, so i figured why not share.. because when i say notes, it’s a lil more like a novel [5 pages to be exact]. what can i say? when he preaches, he PREACHES! 

so let’s dig in. 

before he told us step one, he told us a story about a husband & wife who were driving down the highway & they were about to swerve into oncoming traffic so the wife turned the wheel quick to avoid hitting oncoming cars. however, when she turned the wheel she over corrected & they were heading straight for a tree, so the husband jumped up from his sleep & turned the wheel to safety. they were okay. the husband got mad, not at his wife, at himself. he was actually the one driving & he dozed off & that’s why his wife had to take control when she noticed him swerving. 

the american man is asleep behind the wheel & the woman is taking control.

step 1. WAKE UP. 1 Corinthians 15:34 & Joshua 24:15

if your (you, the husband) house is looking crooked, look in the mirror & wake up! be the man of the house & fix things. even if both husband & wife have to work, don’t make your wife be the only one carrying the spiritual burdens. wake up. men gotta be in the Word. set the spiritual tone for your house as the husband (head of household). {as for me & my household we will serve the Lord.} no matter what’s going on, no matter who’s in your household, you as the husband need to make sure you are all serving the Lord. husband comes from two words: house + band = husband. keep your household TOGETHER. and no matter what your hang up is, still decide to serve the Lord. you & your struggling self can serve the Lord! not all things are going to leave you right away, serve the Lord in the meantime anyway!

step 2. GROW UP. 1 Corinthians 13:11

grown people do grown things. playboy is called playboy because boys play. men are grown. {when i became a man, i put the ways of childhood behind me} let that other stuff go, grow up! you might want to still play video games, but you don’t have time for that now with a wife & children, grow up, put that stuff away! don’t be that man who loves 100 women, be a man & love 1 woman 100 ways. in reality one woman is like more than one anyway.. confident monday, jealous tuesday, mad wednesday.. you get the picture! (lol). man up & love ONE woman!

step 3. MAN UP. Judges 7:3 & 2 Timothy 1:7

all the scared men, go home! we need some men who aren’t scared of everything. you might watch a movie with your wife, but that doesn’t mean boo hoo cry every time she does. man up. when you see an old lady open the door for her, man up. {for the Spirit God gave us doesn’t make us timid, but gives us power, love & self-discipline.} we need some more good men in the church! stop making your wife answer all the bill collector calls, YOU answer! in the spiritual world we need a man who will look the Devil in the face! man up! and ladies, let the coach mentor your child without you falling in love! every man who shows affection to your child does not want you! just let the man be a man & help your child! 

step 4. GET UP. John 5:8

it doesn’t matter what you’re doing or where you’re at, just get up. you can do better than where you are, you just have to get up! it doesn’t matter how long you’ve been away from the church, get up. go. {then Jesus said to him, “get up, take your bed, & walk”.} don’t take anything lying down. even if your kids disrespect you, get up. if your marriage is having issues, get up. doesn’t matter what is going on in your household, get up. you can’t fix anything lying down. and just because you didn’t fall today, doesn’t mean you won’t tomorrow, so when you see someone struggling, help them GET UP! when we tell others where we’ve been, you can often pull them out of where they are, pull them up! help them get up! and men, stop playing house. even beyonce said, “put a ring on it”. make it a sure thing, secure.

step 5. STEP UP. Matthew 11:12

everything is on the line. bring your a game. remember, every girl that looks good TO you isn’t always good FOR you. the laws God has aren’t to keep you from having fun, they’re to protect you. {from the days of John the Baptist until now, the kingdom of Heaven has been subjected to violence, & violent people have been raiding it} weed may seem harmless, but it’s the gateway to other drugs. same goes for a lot of other situations, not just drugs. think about it. don’t put yourself in danger by thinking it’s “only” this or that. a small negative always leads to a bigger negative. step up, don’t go there. eventually it won’t be enough & you will go looking for something more. we need you men to step up. sometimes men need to hear from other men. sometimes a boy needs to hear from a man. step up, be a man. don’t leave it all to the women.

step 6. GO UP. 2 Corinthians 12:2-4

men, be the first to pray, to go to church. even if you have to leave your wife at home to finish getting ready, drive separately & YOU be on time. she can meet you there late. be the example, be a man. bless your house. we need men to GO UP because we’re going somewhere! men, be a light. release some pressure off the women. {this man, was caught up to paradise & heard inexpressible things, things that no one is permitted to tell.} we need you men to go up, show out in the house of God. lead your household, your wife, your children. go up.

at the end pastor made sure to tell us women to come back next week because then it’s our turn to get some message.. i think i’m going to be sick that day ;) hahaha just kidding! 

g o o d n i g h t loves ♥

… like the ocean… deep, wide, & endless. ♥ “when you find peace within yourself, you become the kind of person who can live in peace without others.” - peace pilgrim ( via carlittla whitley, whose blog you can find here: http://visualmindstimulation.tumblr.com/ ) so anyone who knows me well, knows i do not like hatred of any kind. have i ever picked on someone myself? yes. i won’t sit here & write this blog like i’m some sort of angel. if you want specific details i have no shame in telling you where i’ve been, what i’ve done. why? because i’m honest about who i’ve been. i can honestly say i have never HATED a person because of who he or she feels they are. i don’t understand why people are so beyond cruel when someone else has a different sexual preference, are apart of a different religion than them, different lifestyles in general.  i specifically didn’t put skin color, because that, in FACT is not something one can control, any more than you can control the womb you grew inside of. now this is where my blog gets a lil bit honeyish (sticky lol). when you begin to discuss something that most people have a VERY strong opinion about things can get quite out of control, & i would like that NOT to happen with this blog.  gay. it seems as soon as that word is spoken these days people’s ears flare up quicker than lightening. some people couldn’t care less if someone else is gay, whether it be a stranger or close friend. then there are those who are completely disgusted by it like it’s a disease or plague coming their way soon. ridiculous if you ask me. it’s not something you can catch.  what really gets me is when someone says they couldn’t care less about the whole topic, yet you know they do. and i’m not saying it’s wrong to care, just be honest about it, but in a KIND way. everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and there is ALWAYS going to be something to disagree about whether the topic be about gays, zebras, or what shade of blue the sky is. i recently read a blog about something completely different than this but in the blog it said, “if you claim you don’t care, stop acting like you do”. gosh. yes. sometimes it is just best to keep your opinion too, just shut your mouth. is being gay wrong? that’s not up for me to decide. this is another part of my blog where honey comes flowing. i am a christian. i believe in God & we have an intimate relationship. i attend church every sunday. i read my bible. i do devotions. do i have an opinion on this, of course i do, who doesn’t? in my religion it says being gay is a sin. it also states we should love one another as Christ loves us. so would i ever choose to explore being gay myself? no. do i hate anyone who is gay? absolutely not. i love people from all different walks of life & i love getting to know people who are different from myself. and honestly, just because someone is gay doesn’t make them “different”, i definitely don’t mean it in that way. i am more than certain just because someone is gay & i am heterosexual doesn’t mean we both won’t love pizza, nail polish, & going to the movies. it’s not that deep. [now i do want to take a moment to touch shortly on the issue whether or not you’re born gay or if it’s a choice. i have never heard a gay person say “oh yeah so just the other day i decided i’d try this thing out”, i have always heard them say that they are born that way. again though, that’s not for me to decide because i am not them, & i don’t care either way, i look at them the same, as an individual & if they’re a kind person i like them regardless. this part just seems to always be a huge argument as well that never ends.] now to the point of why i started this specific blog. a few days ago it spread like wildfire that the musician frank ocean announced in some form that he’s gay. i didn’t look into the situation on that day, but earlier one of my friends tweeted something about it & so i decided to do a little looking. well i stumbled upon an unverified frank ocean twitter account {which you can find here https://twitter.com/#!/Frank_Ocean_} & before i realized it wasn’t his actual verified account i was already reading some of the tweets people were saying to him. i was DISGUSTED, ANGRY, & just SAD that people hold that much hatred for anyone, let alone someone they don’t even know that hasn’t done ANYTHING to them!  here are just a few of the outrageous comments: “just to let you know you goin to hell all you fags & hoes” frank ocean tweeted “we all try” & this follower said in reply “you need to try harder to stop being a fag” he tweeted “evil world” & this person said “die n*gga” “yo @frank_ocean_ take a shot of ammonia to the head” he tweeted “how do you cure a hateful world?” & this person said “by exterminating faggots like yourself”  & i can’t even put the rest of them. these were some of the “better ones” if that tells you anything. these people should be so completely ashamed of themselves. but of course they’re not, they’re probably proud for what they said or they wouldn’t have spoke in the first place. it’s just crazy. what gets me i can almost bet some of these people follow that account just to reply to him & say these idiotic hurtful things. like do you really have nothing better to do with your life? i can assure you they do, because although i typed them using correct spelling, most of them did not. so while they’re worried about someone’s personal life that has nothing to do with them, perhaps they should repeat the 2nd grade.  the verified frank ocean twitter {which can be found here https://twitter.com/#!/frank_ocean} tweeted about a week ago & said “last summer i had 1600 followers” & now this man has 961,164. wow. would this number be dramatically different if he would’ve came out then instead of now? there’s no real way of knowing, especially since like i said some people who hate someone will still follow them just to make rude comments to their tweets. but it is something to think about. we live in a world that is almost fueled by hatred more than love. that’s the sad truth. and for what? do people really feel greater when they’re spreading hate than being kind? i just don’t get it.  Romans 8:37-39 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nore life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us the from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. NOTHING can separate us from His love. so you can justify however you’d like about ANY topic on this earth, but He’s still going to love EVERYONE with or without your approval on one’s life. Romans 13:8 Owe no one anything, except to love each other, for the one who loves another has fulfilled the law. It’s not always black & white, but in this case, it pretty much is. Love your neighbor. It is law. Proverbs 10:12 Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses.  Even when you do not agree with someone, show them respect. You don’t have to support anyone’s every decision, but you should always, always be respectful.  Ephesians 4:2 with all humility & gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love. when you hold kind attributes in your personality, in your life, & shower other people with them, it can make all the difference in the world. it’s no secret that there have been more & more bullying cases being brought to light. yet it doesn’t seem to stop people from being bullies & ragging on people to the point the person can’t take anymore & it ends up very badly, a lot of the times deadly.  when that person tweeted that frank ocean should take a shot of ammonia to the head i just wanted to cry for him. and for the one who said it. it takes quite a pathetic attitude & person to say such a thing. how do people not understand the depth of their own words. as a child we were taught “sticks & stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me”. that couldn’t be further from the truth. i think physical pain is easier to get over than emotional. physical pain literally heals & weeks later you almost forget it ever happened. however, emotional/mental pain lasts for quite a long time, sometimes forever. when someone says such mean things to you & you don’t know what to do with those words it stabs at you until you just want to crawl into a hole, or in a lot of cases, die.  we have GOT to do better! this kind of thing should not ever be tolerated. will we ever be able to completely stop it? of course not. but if you see/know someone who treats others like this, speak up. they might not like you anymore, but who cares?! why would you want to be around that kind of poisonous negativity anyway.  we need to remember more that we all have a deep desire to feel loved. not just by a significant other, but by all kinds of relationships we form in this lifetime. so the next time you have the urge to say/do something cruel just because you disagree with someone else’s life, remember your life is different than the next person’s.  love yourself. love your neighbor. simple ♥

it punches you in the face like a ton of bricks & there’s nothing you can do about it til it’s already left you scarred & damaged.. how do you even begin to pick up the pieces? hell if i know. ask someone else.

you don’t want my advice, i’ve got none.. none without a bad attitude, a lonely heart, & a few tears shed. you don’t want it, trust me.

if you really must go there, i’d tell you to stay away. just leave it alone & pretend it never happened & get to steppin before you’re in deeper. it all ends the same. broken.

call me dramatic.. i honestly couldn’t care less. i know what love is, i’ve felt it myself. but considering i’ve felt hurt more by a man, i don’t see the point in letting one in again.

i’m scared, more like terrified. how can i trust anyone? answer me that & then maybe, just maybe, we can even begin to discuss the rest.

i hate this feeling. i don’t even want you, yet the moment you say you don’t want me back it changes everything & i mean everything.

maybe if the timing were different, but it’s not, it’s here & now. over. done. didn’t even start but it’s finished. funny how that works huh?

the tears fall, the anger flares up, all these emotions that i could’ve hid if i didn’t let you get to me in the first place, didn’t let me feel vulnerable.

now it’s too late, it’s all there.. just laying out in the open with its ugliness that is heartache, memories, & a crushed soul.

you keep it.. grab it all & do what you want with it. it’s all yours to keep now because i don’t want any part of it, not even a little. take everything i had & swallow it whole.

it’ll never be the same & the things that are different.. well i can’t tell you how it might be, i’m too nervous to find out myself.

so i’ll pretend everything is fine. i’ll say we can move past this. the whole friend speech i’ll give you if that’s what you need to hear. they say it’s better to have something than nothing at all, but tell me, who the hell are “they”? & what do “they” really know?!

hanging on to that little bit that’s left of trying to be friends. ha. we can try & i’m sure it’ll be fine for you. so i won’t let you know it’s not fine for me.. won’t let you know the tears that fall on my pillowcase. oh well.

that’s life. it goes on…

-self
Lyz Agnew

any person, woman or man, who thinks they are incapable of getting their heart broken.. that’s a tradgedy within itself. we can all become broken in the blink of an eye. that one person you thought you could trust with every ounce of your being, they do something to disappoint you & suddenly you can never look at them the same. they aren’t on that pedastle they once looked so lovely on. they’ve came down to what is now your reality. your reality that anyone & everyone can make you feel hurt, feel so low, & you think to yourself “how could this of happened?”. you never thought that ONE person would do this to you. it was never a thought to ever cross your mind, yet here you are lying on the floor, tears flowing, the pit of your stomach in knots. your heart has never felt like this before. you aren’t even sure of what to do, how to pick yourself up. you wonder what’s next. could you ever forgive the one who’s betrayed you so coldly? even if you can, it won’t be easy, easy at all. you wonder if you should just go your separate way without even looking back. how did you get here? why did they put you in this awful place? all you can do is think about the events leading up to what is your now present life. it consumes your mind. you keep wondering if there was a split second where it could’ve been different. you know that thought is foolish yet it feels better than feeling that horrible ache of realizing it was just bound to happen. you can’t stop life, there’s no pause, especially when it comes to someone else giving you a tradgedy. you just have to fight through it & hope with each day the pain will ease. you have to move on, one step at a time, go forward. you must.. let. it. go.

-self
Lyz Agnew

there are going to be moments in your life that define you. moments you probably didn’t even see coming. these moments can make a small thing become a huge impact on your life in the blink of an eye. these moments can take you off the course you thought was running smooth & drop you on your back elsewhere. sometimes you get to choose where your life is headed, but sometimes these moments choose for you instead. you might get lucky enough to see it coming, or more likely, these moments jump out of nowhere & take you by surprise. some say you have to play your cards right to get where you need or want to go. i don’t believe in the cards. i believe in every step you take, word you speak, that’s what changes things. no moment is too small to change things for the rest of your life. i believe something you may see as so insignificant can become the most important moment of your life. i believe if you don’t take these moments for all they’re worth you’ll end up with more regret than anything else. don’t be a fool. don’t think any moment isn’t too profound to make you happy, make you fall in love, make you see thee entire world differently. nothing is impossible. everything matters. every bit of life counts. don’t waste a minute of your life questioning these moments. grab them while you still can & treat these moments like they’re the best thing to ever happen to you, because i can guarantee you, they are. soak them up. let them in. waste nothing. cherish it all.

these moments.. are everything. everything.

-self
Lyz Agnew